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Supposition...Alcohol slows down mental processes, easily allows one to be fully present and not mired in the "next step...," Fosters increased creativity.Reality...Alcohol inhibits judgement, allows presence while overweighting existing emotions. Carving insights past this emotional wall is difficult. Nothing new can be created, existing feelings are amplified. Control is contingent on situation...ie. is control warranted? If yes, then superficial engagement is applied. Information exchange can be genuine but is generally stunted.Side note:You are extremely quick to place yourself in the third person. Detachment is a massive crutch yet almost a reflex in this state. The reach for more alcohol is a reflex as well so best to set a predetermined end point.